Oji-san just called.
Today he has a fever. He's not feeling well so he was emo-ing. He said he's feeling guilty for making me wait to marry him while he sort out his career.
I told him it's ok.The only time that I felt regretful was two years ago in 2010. We could have gotten married at that time but let's just take it that Allah has grand plans for us.
But honestly, I am kinda glad that I don't have to think about wedding plans now. I don't need extra headaches in my life and I'll probably feel like murdering someone along the way when that time comes.
So hey, however long it takes, I'll wait for him. Even though once we get married, we'll be chiong-ing for a kid cause of our age.
Now...if only I can sort out my career as well. I was feeling shitty just now. It's about work. To go or not to go? That is the question. I'm fed-up, honestly. Ten years on and I am still feeling this.
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